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[Nov. 21st, 2009|01:38 am] |
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I am sick and tired of everyone else's standards. How is it apparent that mine are any lower or lesser? If I am successful and secure in myself, no one else's opinions should hold any merit in that arena. |
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[Nov. 8th, 2009|03:05 pm] |
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Another day in paradise....barf. |
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[Oct. 29th, 2009|12:42 am] |
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Sigh. Oh to be in love again :) |
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[Sep. 29th, 2009|02:00 am] |
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I'm coping well with everything lately. Which is really kind of an outright lie. It's not terrible, really...it's all just a little overwhelming for the moment. But I'm alright. As usual, I will trudge up this hill and make it back to the valley. I know it. It's all a matter of cycles and time when I'm here so I am not going to stress it. Things always have a knack for working themselves out around here. Very thankfully. |
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[Sep. 5th, 2009|11:38 am] |
I am so bored with packing and I haven't even started yet...really...
I think it has to do with letting go of this summer and going back to reality. Because most of the time reality sucks. I'm ready for the bombardment of school related issues, but I really have to steel myself on the ride down. I don't know what this semester has in store, but I am really hoping that it is a smooth ride with some chill people. Going to school with all girls is a mad house most of the time. But it's always interesting and surprising and I know this year that I am completely grounded and am not in need of too much reassurance. Oh, the process. |
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[Aug. 30th, 2009|12:43 pm] |
It's been an incredibly beautiful summer. I'm really going to miss it.
I am also very ready to be heading back to school. There's always that total lack of interest, and then randomly something just clicks and you feel like you have to go back. I'm glad for it; it'll keep me busy until October. That's really all I'm asking for at this point :) |
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[Apr. 1st, 2009|01:15 pm] |
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On a completely different note, over the past week and a half, I feel like I have found a second wind. I feel like I finally have a plan for the next few years, and I'm not just living thinking about things in 2 hour increments. I'm declared now, I have plans for going abroad, I am figuring out how to be able to graduate early. I feel alive, really, for the first time, and since spring break I haven't missed any classes. Which is a really big milestone for me, because usually I take sleep over going to class any chance I get. I am finally taking care of myself and using my time wisely. I got to bed early, I do my homework and reading when I have free time. I have put the rest of the semester on paper so I know what I have to do and when. I feel like I am helping myself. I don't take naps anymore. Which is HUGE for me. I used to fill up my free time sleeping. I am alert. I am awake. I am engaged. And I am feeling happy. Like I actually have a plan and am ready to face it and figure it out. This is good. This is great. I'm getting ready. |
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[Feb. 25th, 2009|05:58 pm] |
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I'm a bum. I sleep so much and then do some homework, go to class, eat something, sit in my room and then do it all again. I have nothing to live for right now, it's just a pathetic repetition. No life right now. I swear. All I do when I have some time is read or watch movies. I just want to escape and get out of here. Fuck I am so bored with my life right now. Graaaaa! |
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[Feb. 15th, 2009|01:50 pm] |
I am still drunk from last night and really outta control.
AND I CAN TYPE SO GOOOOOOOD RIGHT NOWWWWWWW |
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[Feb. 13th, 2009|03:37 am] |
I feel like I am going bananas about going abroad.
It was all solid Sevilla and then that study abroad counselor had to open her mouth about other programs that I should consider.
So now it is a continuous flow of AthensSevillaAthensSevillaCopenhagenAthensSevillaCopenhagen in the old gray matter.
I feel like Howard Dean. BYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! |
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[Feb. 13th, 2009|03:37 am] |
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Every time, man. Every time. |
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[Feb. 8th, 2009|03:31 am] |
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Sometimes I feel like I open up, only to get it thrown back in my face. |
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[Feb. 7th, 2009|12:47 am] |
It's been so long since I've written that I don't know what to write. I want to say everything that has happened over the past few months, but it's not that much, and it is at the same time. Nothing too drastic, just some moments. But it all built up so much that I don't care anymore. It just became so daunting to write and write that I gave up. But oh well. haha
Here I am now, and I guess I'll just go from here. It feels good to get that off the chest. :) |
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[Nov. 17th, 2008|01:55 am] |
I love Aimey Leigh Harrison.
She's keeping this boat afloat right now.
All I need is some music, an open road, a car full of Grapie, Crunchwrap Supremes, Dinosaur Crunch and that girl and you've hit some serious Nirvana my friends.
Basically I am surviving on hope right now
and the anticipation of December break. Necessary!!! |
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[Nov. 9th, 2008|11:38 pm] |
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There is something making my eyelids swell and be super red and disgusting. It is not pink eye. It is ruining my life, and if it is not gone by Thursday, I am going to cry. |
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[Nov. 9th, 2008|04:27 pm] |
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I have some freaky eye thing. IT BETTER BE GONE BY THURSDAY. ! |
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